how many times?

So that is my big question this morning. How many times can I possibly run to the bathroom while trying to get out the door? I am so nervous and yet anxious to get to the hospital and have this done. I need to eat but I can't. It is pouring down rain, I'm all packed up, and just waiting a few more minutes....letting Jack sleep...or maybe avoiding the inevitable?? We have to be there @ 6:30am, Jack goes into surgery @ 8am. If anyone wants to call me, my cell phone is (949) 279-4006. I'll update later.